The Spiraling Basketcase

Okay okay. Hello everyone. Well I got my truck fixed finally yesterday after 5 days of down time. Remember I have a Kenworth T2000 with a Caterpillar 435hp engine. The engine has a regeneration system on it and has been known to be nothing but crap and trouble. For my 5 days of hotel living it came out to be a 10 dollar part. I was assured it was fixed and my nightmares were over. being who I am, I knew I was about to have a truck that never let me get moving. How right I was. I made it a whopping 200 miles when I got that same damned error code from before, PID 064 unknown engine. So now I am in Boise,Id and I hope that they can get me fixed rather quickly since we know what the problem was/is. Ill keep you updated. So frustrated...Grrrrrr. Chris

not much to say but it was an upgrade.

Eating some food at the DC and watching some news press meetings with Eric Spicer. Same load of hot air as yesterday. I heard the pipeline was restarted and a few other key things, looks to be that this president will be doing a whole lot of presidential moves to make this what he wants. First way to become a totalitarian is to make the people believe the media is evil and always wrong, that way there is no middle man between the top of the populace and the bottom. Will be exciting to see how this will play out in the future. Hopefully my teeth will get taken out this weekend because after almost twenty years i am tired of having to deal with the sensitivity issues. otherwise, it'll be next weekend. Removal of the whole mouth and new set of teeth will be nice to have. With working at Walmart its great to finally be able to afford this. All the kids are now considered women with the 11yr old twins finally starting their periods. Now there are four women in the house each month...

well its was a crazy and chaotic 2016 and here is to hoping that 2017 will a better year for us all. With Trump as our new president, I think there will be a lot of trials and tribulations to be had this year. Lots of personal struggles and plenty of hardships for those of all races and genders. I know I will be doing much this year and hope to be better than I was last year and more prepared for what is to come next year. I am trying to make a goal to at least update the blog at least once a week and if at all possible, daily. It should be great to see my typing skills get back to what they used to be and also visually read how much my mind changes from day to day about everything so vague and even so personal. so, here is to a new year and lets hope a better person.

This was a great little video and took what nuggets i could from it.

     Wow!  It's been a very long time indeed. A lot has happened to my life since the last post nearly two years ago and I am so ready to let those of you who want to know read all about it. I will have to read the last post and I will break it up into smaller segments because I have to say, there is a whopper of updates to my life..      I hope to be back tomorrow with something to read. Be safe out there! Chris

Okay.. i dont know where i left off and im to lazy to go back now and read soooo... i do know i am not in love as i used to be with my wife and i miss that, tremendously. I miss all the contact we shared before the kids were born. Once Melissa was born things changed and it has never been the same since. Loss of sexual interest because she thinks she is fat and ugly. She isnt. Gone are the times of going to the bar or out to a comedy club or even dinner date. Things have really changed and I have been trying to get those moments back for such a long time. i have taken up driving years ago to get away from wanting to be physical when arguing with my wife. she loves to fight, loves to bring her hatred from work home. Yelling is her only tone of voice. I dont like this, I cant have the kids growing up thinking it is normal to be yelled at and constantly berated. When i try to get involved and talk to her she gets mad and we then get into a fight. Yelling to the point where i want to hit ...