Part One, or is it...
Okay.. i dont know where i left off and im to lazy to go back now and read soooo... i do know i am not in love as i used to be with my wife and i miss that, tremendously. I miss all the contact we shared before the kids were born. Once Melissa was born things changed and it has never been the same since. Loss of sexual interest because she thinks she is fat and ugly. She isnt. Gone are the times of going to the bar or out to a comedy club or even dinner date. Things have really changed and I have been trying to get those moments back for such a long time. i have taken up driving years ago to get away from wanting to be physical when arguing with my wife. she loves to fight, loves to bring her hatred from work home. Yelling is her only tone of voice. I dont like this, I cant have the kids growing up thinking it is normal to be yelled at and constantly berated. When i try to get involved and talk to her she gets mad and we then get into a fight. Yelling to the point where i want to hit ...