Drama Daily

Well to day I had a few deliveries in kansas city, missouri. I notified my mother i would be stopping by and see my daughter for the day. i will be leaving tomorrow. while i love my mother with all my heart, i cannot stand how those around her consistently help my cousin clinton. he is a byproduct of a mother who didnt care and a father who wants nothing to do with him. now i remember his father never ever being there for him in his life, his mother letting him do anything he wanted and before he was a teenager he was in trouble. his mother, in my opinion, is a failure. he is the way he is because he wasnt disciplined at all. he now is into drugs, theft, panhandling and anything else to get the drugs and live on the streets. today while i was at my mothers clint calls and does one of his many rants on how he is having a heat stroke and needs help. all he needs is fifteen dollars to get a hotel room. yeah. really, thats all. i cant stand him and the continued crap that goes on in my mothers house. thats one drama. my oldest daughter is getting bigger, shes become a woman and its a feeling i cant explain. i hope all my nagging and prodding to become responsible is retained. im so proud of her and her little sisters. she is a great role model and helps her mother take care of them as needed. now i just need to get a job closer to home where i can be there more and involved in their upbringing. but until there is more employment in houston i have to do what i can to make ends meet. i hope im doing the right thing. i love my wife, but she gets me so upset when she yells at the kids. it rubs off on them and i cant allow that to go on forever. i need my kids to be in a calm environment and not under a constant barrage of verbal abuse. my wife gets this from her mother. sometimes i think my whole life is a shamble but then i realize that i have a house, 3 beautiful girls, a truck that makes me money and im not on the streets or living under a bridge. yeah, im done, back to facebook.. night world..